The pages of his letter, “overflowing with perversion and self-hatred and emotional vomit,” as he places it, describe a breakdown. His immersion within the considering and logic of the Nazis is so obsessive that he loses his bearings and begins to see the world of their zero-sum phrases. And, worse, quickly he hears these ideas echo from the younger Israelis visiting the camps — an “exposed reflection” — they who stroll round wrapped within the flag, singing the nationwide anthem, crying, but in addition whispering, “That’s what we should do to the Arabs.” It is sensible to the information: “When they see this simple killing mechanism, which can be easily recreated in any place and at any time, it inspires practical thinking. And they’re still children, it’s natural, they find it hard to stop. Adults think the same things, but they keep it to themselves.”
He stops protecting it to himself. He commends a young person for saying that “in order to survive we need to be a little bit Nazi, too.” The mission of bringing these younger folks to “the site of the murder” has been achieved, he says. “We made you see that it’s all about power, power, power. I’m not going to play naïve or chaste. You’re right. Power. Hitting. Shooting. Annihilating the other. Because without power we’re like beasts, chickens for slaughter.”
Sarid is clearly very scared for Israel. The allegorical rhythms beat too loudly right here to disregard. Different writers have described nicely the reverberations of trauma (like David Grossman in “See Under: Love”) however few have taken this additional step, to marvel out loud in regards to the methods the Holocaust might have warped the collective conscience of a nation, making each second existential, a relentless panic to not grow to be victims once more. Even contemplating his younger son, bullied in kindergarten by one other boy, the tour information loses all proportion: “Force is the only way to resist force, and one must be prepared to kill.”
At one level, he has the duty of serving to the Israeli Military plan the logistics of what is going to be a symbolic invasion of one of many dying camps, full with helicopter touchdown and troopers storming the grounds with computerized weapons. This appears like satire, however in 2003, three Israeli F-15 fighter jets, piloted by the descendants of Holocaust survivors, carried out a flyover over Auschwitz — the as soon as powerless determined to point out off their energy, even to ghosts.
Reminiscence is a monster, a “virus injected into these children’s bodies,” the tour information writes, and he himself can’t escape the camps. He’s condemned to go to them many times; he involves really feel virtually “at home” there behind the barbed wire, an offhand however terrifying admission. Not simply chased by the monster, he has been bitten and Sarid calls for that we ask: What’s going to he now grow to be?